Anxiety

25 Feb

This post was created under the influence of ambien:

I suffer from anxiety disorder. It doesn’t do much other than send me through hell and back internally over every little detail. I’m glad that professionally no one would ever be the wiser. But what makes me feel great is that even though I have really strong anxiety right now because of work, I have been exceptionally awesome at my jobs. I have launched 3 projects in the last week. I think the stress motivates me, and the speed excites me. Then when too much happens it crosses the fine line into anxiety.

My anxiety is gone when ambien kicks in because I start seeing colors as I type them.  The words turn into a zoo as they get introced on the stree.  Sometimes they are gree, and something they have little sisters waiting for them outside to play.  But the letter can’t play because I’ve got to type this.  I should make it clear to all the letters in this post cannot go play until they have done all the chore.  And they cannot runaournd like their’ a letter unto themselves.  They got go make words, or we’ll get rid of them, even the chidren lettes.

Another ambiam infused half-asleep rambling

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